Wednesday, August 18, 2010

I gots me a momma's girl

Daddy tried calming her when she woke screaming just now. I was otherwise occupied but could hear her cry. Not the usual screams of gas, or hunger. So when I was done I went to see what's up, other then her... Well I reached for her and held her and immediately she stopped. The sad little gasps for air still happened like they do when you cry really hard for a while. 

Hmmm. I have mixed feelings. On one hand, since daddy stole my mommies boy quite a few months back, I am happy to have a clingy one again. Its an indescribable how it warms your heart to know only you will do. Only you can make the tears stop, only you can cuddle the best, only you can lay her down to bed juuuust right. On the other hand, the selfish in me says, how will I ever go out for a much needed escape? But when all those warming thoughts outweigh the one selfish thought. I will keep my warm and fuzzy over an escape any day. Well until that next miserable day anyway...
Today was an amazing day. My babies amaze me like nothing in this world ever will. Three short days ago my little chubby bunny discovered she could get onto her hands and knees. Now she is always trying to be on her hands and knees and is rocking back and forth and pushing herself backwards around the room. It won't be long now she will be crawling. WATCH OUT LUCA! He's in for a rude awakening, I have a feeling she will be chasing him around the house every chance she gets. I can't wait. Yet, I am sad. My babies grow soooo fast. Guess I will just have to have more one day.

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